Self Harm Confessions.
Age?
14
Sex?
Female
Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc)
Awkward
How long have you been cutting?
since March.
Favorite tool? (Saecasm?)
Pencil Sharpener Blade.
Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.)?
Home. School Bathroom. Shower.
Do you have to hide your whole arm(s) (wrists, forearms & upper arms, etc.)?
My left wrist. with a shitload of braclets.
Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time?
No.
Do you cut on your stomach, or chest?
I did once on my stomach.
Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars?
My wrists. and hips and thighs.
What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut? (sarcasm?? really now?)
“My cat is a bitch.”
Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting?
No.
when was the last time you cut?
This morning.
Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?
215.
Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?
been diagnosed with depression.
Who knows you cut?
My ‘best friend’. my parents. sister. and 2 of my teachers.
Have you ever been caught cutting?
No.
Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel?
Luckily no.
Did you have a good childhood?
My dad was home only every weekend because of his job.
Why do you cut?
Its my only escape. im compress everything and everyone fucking judges me when i speak my mind.
Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor?
I have tried it. but only lasted 2 months.
Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)?
I defiantly want to stop. I push people away. im tired of hiding everything.
Do you like cutting?
not comfortable ansering
How many times have you tried to commit suicide?
I have thought about many times. and close to it 2 times.
What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury?
People don’t take cutting as serious as it should be taken. Making jokes about it isnt funny at all.
Do you like watching movies with self-injury?
Yes, i feel the movie is more realateable.
Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury?
Depends. If i am feeling extremly low its really easy to trigger me.
Do you sometimes envy other people (non-self-injurers)?
Yes, Oh yes I do. I wish I could be like them. Not worrying about anything. And just being happy. Not having shit rumours going about you going around.
Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars?
Yes. :3
Do you want to die?
Yes..
Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury?
NO.
What do you like to listen to while cutting/depression/etc.?
My Chemical Romance/Sia/Between the Trees/relatble songs.
My thoughts:
I fucking hate everything. life isnt fun anymore.
What do you use to bandage your cuts?
gauze.
